City Lights (Satan's Sinners M.C. Book 1) (10 page)

"Zoey, I want you so fuckin' bad. You have no idea."

"Yes, I do. I feel the same way. I don't wanna wait anymore, but I have to tell you something. I'm not very experienced. Andrew is the only guy I've ever been with, and it was always the same with him, him on top and there was no foreplay. I never enjoyed it."

"Okay, Babe. I promise you will enjoy this time and every time after with me. Here with us like this you call me by my real name. I'm gonna do things with you that I've never done with another woman. It's gonna be a night of firsts for both of us, and it's gonna be fuckin' amazing, Yeah?"

"Yeah."

Then he starts kissing me and it's slow and tender. He has one hand wrapped in my hair and the other cupping the side of my neck. With my arms wrapped around his neck I keep my eyes closed as he moves to my neck and starts biting, licking, and kissing. I tilt my head back giving him better access and I can't help the sounds that are coming out of my mouth. I've never felt this way before, I need more. He pulls the top of my dress down so my breasts pop out, then he stops. I open my eyes and look at him "Please, Nico."

“Babe, stand up, and take the jeans off." He helps me off the bike and I get the jeans off, he then picks me up, places me so I’m once again straddling him and the bike. He grips my hips moving them back and forth, I feel his erection through his jeans and he is not small. It feels so good. He brings his lips back to mine, kissing me, moving his tongue along mine, while grinding me against him. I feel something building in my core. I pull away catching my breath.

"Nico, I feel something. I don't know what it is."

"Babe, have you ever had an orgasm?" I shake my head no.

"Okay, just relax. I'm gonna give you one. You are going to feel so good." I do as I'm told and he starts rocking me on him again. Before long that feeling is back. I start moaning and panting.

"Oh God! Nico, it feels so good."

"I know, Babe. Let go, I got you." I give into the feelings and I can feel it throughout my entire body and then it feels like an explosion within me as I scream out "Nico!"

"That was amazing." I say while trying to catch my breath. He pulls me to him and lays my head on his shoulder.

"If you thought that was amazing, you have no idea what's about to happen to you, Babe.” He kisses the top of my head then says, “Now, lay back against the gas tank and put your hands on the handlebars, and hang on to them, don't let go." I do as he says, no questions asked. He pulls up the bottom of my dress and rips my panties off my body and that might just be the hottest moment of my life. He takes his fingers and runs them over my pussy then on my clit. "You’re so fuckin' wet, Babe." Oh god his words turn me on even more. He starts making circles on my clit and it feels so good having him touch me, it's bordering on torture. I start begging "Please, Nico." I have no idea what I'm begging for.

"I love hearing you say my real name. I'm gonna have you screaming it again, real soon." While assaulting my clit with those slow lazy circles. He kisses me, first on my lips, then my ear, neck, and breasts. He takes his other hand and moves it to my breast. Then takes one nipple in between his thumb and finger and starts tugging, and rolling it. A feeling between pleasure and pain, while he sucks on the other one, then he switches and does the same to the other.

"I need…Nico!"

"I know what you need. Babe, trust me."

He scoots back placing kisses on my stomach, hips, pelvic bone. He runs his hands down my body touching and kissing me everywhere. He takes my legs and spreads them as far as he can. I'm open wide for him, I should be embarrassed but I'm not. This all feels too good. It's never been like this for me. His tongue is on my pussy, and oh my god, it's so good, then he starts flicking my clit. "Oh god, Nico!"

"I've been dreamin' about what you taste like. It's even better than I thought." He drops one of my legs on his shoulder. While still holding my other leg with his free hand, then works a finger inside of me. Then there's two, he's stretching me open. He touches a spot inside and it lights me on fire from the inside out. My moans get louder and louder as he builds me up.

“You taste so fuckin' sweet." It's almost too much to take. What he's doing to my body and the words coming from his lips. "You smell and taste like coconut." The flick of his tongue with the in and out of his fingers combined. His final words send me over the edge again. My head drops back and my eyes close. I start screaming his name and saying things I can't even comprehend. When it stops, and the shaking of my body subside and I've calmed down enough, I open my eyes. He is standing next to me with the biggest smile on his face. I can't help but give him a lazy smile back.

"You good, Babe? Are you ready for this? I think that might have been the hottest thing I have ever seen. Making you cum, your so fuckin' beautiful, Babe."

"Yeah, I'm good. It's never been like this for me."

"Oh, Crazy Girl, just wait. I'm not even close to being done with you. I want you to know that for me, it's more than fucking regardless if it's slow and sweet or rough and hard. It's always more for me."

"It's more for me too, just so you know." He steadies me on the bike. Then moves his leg so he’s no longer on the bike. He steps back. I watch him take his shirt off and the rest of his clothes. He is perfection. I've never seen anything like it, but when my eyes land on his cock my eyes are about to pop outta my head. He is fucking huge. I look to him and I realize my mouth is opening and closing, I must look like a damn fish, I wanna say something but I can't get anything out. "Its ok, Crazy Girl, it'll fit. I promise we'll take it easy."

"Is this why they call you Hanger? You are huge!" He starts laughing.

"Yeah, Babe. It's one of the reasons."

"I want this. I know you won’t hurt me." He walks back over to me and he gets back on the bike. He moves me to straddle him. We start kissing hard, when I feel the tip of him at my entrance and he slowly starts working his way in, inch by delicious inch. When he's in as far as he can go he stops. Letting my body adjust to his size. I've never felt so full, it's a little painful, but that soon changes to pleasure. "Baby, move. Nico? I need you to move."

"Are you sure you are okay?" I just nod and start moving up and down as much as I can. Which is slowly. Soon I find a rhythm and it feels so good. "Fuck, Babe. You’re so tight and wet." We start moving faster and faster, our sweaty bodies slapping together. He braces himself by putting his hands behind me on the gas tank so he can match my movement.

"Shit, Babe. You feel so fuckin' good. Who do you belong to?"

"You, Baby. I belong to you!" He moves his hands to my breasts where he starts rolling and tugging them. Then his mouth is on them sucking and pulling while his hands find my hips. Where he takes control pulling me up and slamming me back down onto him.

"Fuck! Yeah, you do."

I love his dirty talk and I start feeling that building again "Nico, I'm close. Oh god, Baby! It feels so good."

"I can feel it, Babe. You’re clenching my cock so fuckin' hard. Don't cum yet, hold it in we’re gonna go together." A few more thrusts and I can feel him shaking and his movements get jerky when he yells out "Now." and I can feel him let go inside me and it sends me over the edge. We cum together, me screaming his name, and him growling mine into my neck, I think we just found heaven in each other’s arms. We just hold on to each other until we catch our breath and come back to reality.

"Zoey."

"Yeah."

"Can I ask you a question?"

"You can ask me anything."

"Will you tell me what he did to you?"

I look up at him "Are you sure you really want to know?"

"Yeah I wanna know what he did to you. I'm gonna find him and make him pay."

Finally getting to feel what it's like to be inside Zoey is indescribable. I've never felt anything like it. She was by far the best I’ve ever had. Then I ask her to tell me about her ex while I'm still buried deep inside her. It's not that I want to know, but more I need to know. I am gonna kill him. But I need to know what that asshole put her through for six years.

She lays her head on my chest, looking out to the city lights. I wrap my arms around her while she lets the memories come. She starts telling me about the last six years. "We met in school. We had an art class together. We became good friends before we started dating. On our first date he took me to a Mexican restaurant, it was a hole in the wall kinda place. Which is funny now but we were only sixteen, we didn't have money for anything fancy. Then he took me to the movies. He drove an old beat up Buick, but at least he had a car. He would hold my hand, and open doors for me, bring me flowers, and text me at night telling me goodnight. He’d tell me I was the most beautiful girl he had ever seen. I thought it was so romantic, at the time, we fell in love so quickly or whatever it was. We were so young. I'm realizing now it wasn't love, not at all. So about a month after we were dating he left town with his family, but we still talked on the phone every day that he was gone. When he came back it was like he was a different person, and not in a good way, ya know? We started fighting a lot, he became really insecure and didn't want me around other guys, then it moved on to my friends, and he secluded me from everyone. He couldn't get me away from my family because I was only sixteen, I had to live with them. He did try to play me against them though, he would have me so mad at them, and they didn't even do anything wrong. He didn't want me around anybody, eventually he was the only person I could be around. I even quit doing things with my sister when I was at home, I would just stay in my room."

"Then after dating for four months he wanted to have sex. I felt like I was ready because we loved each other, so we did, I didn't like it, but it was my first time, I thought that was how it was supposed to be. I found out later on that he had cheated on me throughout our relationship. Everything was okay for a little bit but as time went on over that year we would fight. He would push me or slam me into things and I just figured he was mad, but he wouldn't do anything really bad to me. Over the next couple of years it progressively got worse. He would pull me up stairs by my hair, or he would slam me into things, choke me until I couldn't breathe and then one day he got so mad he pushed me through a window. When I got tired of it, I tried to leave. He told me I couldn't leave him, that he couldn't be without me, if I left him would have to kill himself, or he would have to kill me, so nobody else could have me. That scared the shit out of me, and I believed he’d do it, so I stayed. I wasn't attracted to him anymore, and I didn't want to have sex with him, it hurt and I didn't enjoy it, but when I would tell him I didn't want to he would hold me on the ground with a knife to my throat or a gun to my head and make me. I would try to look nice for him, but if I wore shorts, or shirts with spaghetti straps, he would say I was a whore or a slut. He always told me I needed to lose weight. I wasn't skinny enough to be wearing clothes like that. He made me so insecure, eventually I started to wear long sleeves and jeans all year, but also I had to wear them to cover the bruises and burns he would put on my body. He never hit in the face, that way nobody ever knew what he was doing to me. He talked about us having a baby. I didn't want to though. I stayed on my birth control but he told me one day it would happen and then if I ever left him then he would tie me down and make me watch him kill our child. He would tear it limb from limb. Then the night you found me happened."

She comes back to me from the memories. Telling me everything and I'm holding her so tight I don't know if she can breathe.

"Nico? Baby, I can't breathe." I loosen my grip on her and grab her chin, and make her look at me.

"I like the sound of that you calling me, Baby." I give her a sexy smile, then it drops from my lips. "I want you to listen and listen good, Yeah? I do bad things. I'm an asshole, but I will never treat you bad. I only wanna make you happy. I will never hurt you. I will always protect you. I will love you with everything that I am. I will find that motherfucker and when I do. I'm going to kill him for what he did to you, you hear me?"

"Yeah. I hear you. I trust you."

"Alright, Crazy Girl. Let's get back to the clubhouse and get some sleep." I pull her up off me so she's standing next to my bike. My balls are really wet and I can feel the liquid running down them, so I look down "Oh fuck, Babe. I'm so sorry."